Aaisa kyon hota hai..

Man me aag si lagti hai..
Tere deedar ko jee cahta hai....
do naino me doobne ko dil karta hai...
Aaisa kyon hota hai...

din bhar sirf ek shaqs yaad hota hai...
Tera hi chehra nazron ke samne hota hai....
awaz gunjati se kaano me teri....
ehsaas man me hota hai.....

kuch lamha agar dhayan na jaye teri aur....
man me sailab sa ooth jata hai....
jo alfaz na sune ho kuch pal maine..
koi kaam dil ko nahi soojta hai...

aaisa kyon hota hai...
ki udas man bhi machal oothta hai...
teri sirf ek muskurahat se..
hotho per mand muskan hai...
tere ek aabhivadan se....

log kahte hai ise ek bimari...
jise lagi oosi ko hi nibhani....
man ki preet hai doston...
har ashique ki kahani.....

lo aaj muje bhi kuch ho gaya...
bhola sa man pyar me pad gaya...
Do naino me aaj doob gaya.....
ooski yaad me ek kavita phir likh gaya.....

likhte kyon nahi....

Doston I am back........

kahti hai wo mujse yu muskurakar..
ke tum aajkal kuch likhte kyon nahi...
kahte the tum khud ko lekhak..
man hi man bade itarakar..

main to tumhare shabdon ki diwani thi....
tumse jyada tumhare vicharon ki parwani thi....
mere liye hi sahi e meet mere...
2 shabd bhi tum likhte kyon nahi.....

maine palatkar kaha e jane jigar...
Vichar dil ki sunte hai dimag ki nahi....
kalam alfazon ki sunti hai hatho ki nahi...
Gazal shayri se banti hai lavzon se nahi....

Dil to mera tune chura liya...
alfazon ko to tune tera bana liya..
lavzon me to sirf tera hi naam hai...
shayar ko tune ashique bana liya....

likhne baitha to tera naam aagaya...
teliphoon per tera paigam aagaya....
dil me aayi teri yaadu is tarah...
shabdon ko ek alpviram aagaya......

Dost

aaj subah ki ujali kiran me...
khali pade in raston me.
kadam tal kiye chala ja raha tha..
khud se do lavz kahe ja raha tha...

purane dino ki choti se yaad ko..
phir se jeeta chala ja raha tha...
tabhi ghera mujze kuch bavandar ne...
bahata gaya yadon samandar me..

yaad aaya wo waqt
jab main tha thoda musibat me..
bas oos pal ki yaad hi bahut thi,,
ke do kadam aur dikhe bagal me..

kandhe per aapna hath rakh wo bola..
tu chala chal main tere sath hoon bhola..
tu tair nahi sakta ye janta hoon main...
isiliye laya hoon main tairaki chola..

bas tu hath pakad le mera...
har bawandar se lad jayenge hum..
thoda tu chal thoda me chalta hoon...
har laharon per tair jayenge hum...

har khushi me tere sath rahoonga...
har gum me tere pass rahunga...
teri hasi ka hissa banu na banu...
tere aansuo ka sahara zaroor banunga...

maine bhi socha ye bhi sahi...
jab pass ho koi aapna..
mushkil ya khushi ka sath wahi hai...
hum kah sake dost aapna....

Mere sabhi doston ko mera salam...in char lineo se aaj friendship day per tute foothe alfazon se koshish ki hai...mujhe pata hai dum na bhi hoga tab tu kahoge...kya baat kya baat kya baat.....dhanyawad..... 

One Sided Love...

Hello doston...
Pyar.. bada aacha lavj hai... App main har koi is lavj se vakif hai.. Pahle ye blog main Hindi me likhna chah raha tha..but jab tak main translator download karunga meri puri vichar dhara hi khatm ho jati... kyonki one sided love ke bare me likhne ke liye oos mindset me hona jaroori hai...

main aap hum sab aapne jeevan me ek na ek baar is beemari ka shikar jaroor hooe honge.. jab hume koi pahli nazar me pasand aaya ya aayii hogi. kanyaon ke dimag ki halat shayad main aache se bayan na kar paoo, per bando ki dasha per baat kar sakta hoon..

To chalo aaj baat karte hai pahle pyar ki...wo pyar jiska izhar cah kar bhi bhi nahi ker pate...per jab wo samne ho to ooski aankhon me gote lagate hai jab samne na ho osaki yadon me gote lagate hai...
aaj ke adhunik yug me mobileko bar bar palat palat kar dekhte hai ki shayad ooska koi message aaya hoga..shayad koi missed call hoga...aur kisi missed sales call per re call kerke check karna kekahin ye call ooska to nahi...

are Ankit ye oosaka oosaka kya ker raha hai...ya kaun hai wo aaise sawal zaroor aayenge,,,to doston "Oosako" is shabd ko aap replace kijiye aapke pahle pyar ya aapke ek tarfa pyar se....

jab aap pahli baar aapne dil ki nahi sunte aur prem-samudra me tairne se darte ho...to ye one sided love aapka picha hi nahi chodta. jeevan ke har padav per aapke dil per dastak deta hi hai..   aab ye main kyon kah raha hoon kyonki mere sath to aaisa hooa hai aur ho raha hai...per mera jawab aaj bhi yahi hai ki pyar kya hai mujhe ye hi nahi pata....khayal rakhna khushi me khush hona aur gum me sath baith gum bantna ye to humari adat hai agar ye pyar hai to haan main bhi iisi samandar me gote kha chuka hoon....

are are main to rasta hi bhatak gaya....main oos feeling ka zikr karna chah raha tha per main to bhavnao me hi dub gaya....

kya kabhi aapke sath aaisa hooa hai ki jab koi aapke sath ho to har kaam me man lagta hai..aur jab sath na ho to ooski ka khayal man ko ghere rahta hai...aur oos ghadi ka intazar karta hai ki kab main oonse phir miloonga...akele baithe kar muskurana..agar wo bhav na de to thoda chidh jana...aaine ke samne ja ja kar khud ki halat thik karna...aur galti se wo kah de ki ye shirt aap per jachti hai to bas..wo shirt na hooi bhagwan ban gayee...lagbhag roj wahi shirt pahnne ko atur rahna....

bada hi meetha sa ahsaas hai....agar pyar ek tarfa ho to ooska ehsaas hi ajab sa hai main to ye soch raha hoon ki yadi ek taraf me itna maza hai to dono taraf ka ho jaye to wakai ye kahna atisyokti na hogi..ke aag dono aur barabar ki lagi hai...ha ha ha

to bas e mere dost..
kabhi khidki ki oot se..
to kabhi aaine ke pratibimb se..
ooske naino ko main niharta raha..
ye pyar bhibadi gajab cheej hai...
naav me baith kar bhi bas gota lagata raha,,,,,

Chita se aaj bhi darta hoon main..

kahte hai log aapna seena tankar...

shero ko dar nahi lagta...

Main bhi kisi sher se kum nahi...

per dar mujko bhi hai lagta...

na kisi dushman se, na kisi dushmani se..

Na kisi musibat, na hi kisi mushkil se..

darta nahi main kisi anchahe mod se,,

Ye sher to darta hai Chita ke zor se..

ye to sabne suna aur khub kaha hai,,

jo aaya hai oose ek din jana hi  hai..

na jane kitno ko pahuchaya hai maine mukam tak,,

per chita ki aag se dil bhar aaya  hai...

bahuton ko sahas diya maine...

apno se bichad kar bhi jeene ka..

koi mere dil se puche...

sahas kaise batoru is dar  ko pine ka..

janta to main bhi yehoon...

khud ko chita per nahi dekh sakoonga...

pal jab bhi wo mere samne aata hai...

khyal aata hai ya alah kaise main mar sakoonga..

kitna pyar paya hai jahan se..

rota hooa kaise dekh sakoonga...

hasna hasaana joda hai maine...

kaise sabko chood sakoonga...

jab bhi khyal man me aata hai...

dil ka khoon bhi pani hi ban jata hai..

dhandhas kaise bandhau main khud ko...

chita ka dar jo mere zehan me aaya hai...

shero ki tarah jeena chahta hoon..

akhiri pal se aaj bhi darta hoon...

haste rahe ye arman hai mere..

per Chita se aaj bhi darta hoon...

Choti Choti Khushi...

Zindagi ke kuch hasin lamhe ye blog likhte samay maine socha kya mere jeevan ke sirf ye hi yaadgar lamhen hai? to wo lamhe kaun se honge jinse maine na jane kya kuch  nahi seekha kya kuch nahi aapaya...to chaliye koshish karta hoon oon lamho ko kavita me bandhne ka....

jeevan jitna bhi jiya bade aache se jiya hai,
har lamhe har saal bade sukun se jiya hai..
chalo aaj liye chalta hoon oos zamane me...
jab hum bhi the lakdi ke paalne me...

paalne per latka khilona bhi
chehre per mast muskan de jata tha..
papa ka dilaya ek gubbara bhi..
zamane bhar ki muskan le aata tha...

Maa ke hath ki roti hi bas,,
pet ki aur dil ki bhukh mitati thi..
Papa ka kaam se ghar lautna..
ajab se khushi de jati thi...

mitti me jakar laut lagana..
to kabhi gandi naliyon se Gend nikalna..
barish ke mausam aate hai...
saikil chalane ki jidd lekar baithna...
sadak chap cricket me bhi..
vishwyudha ka chid jana...
wahh kya din the wo ...
jise hum bachpan kahte hai...

padhai na karne per papa ka khub datna..
dada dadi ka humare paksh me papa ko datna..
Ma ka papa se ruth kar baith jana...
phir papa ka humko manana...
kandhe per bitha kar mele le jana...

ye bhi bade hasin lamhe hai mere jivan ke..
jitna yaad karo ootne hi hoth muskurate hai...
ankhon se aasu aur man me khushi dilate hai..
in dino ko phir se jine ki caahh rakhte hai...
choti choti khushi phir pane ki caahh rakhte hai....





  

jindagi ke kuch hasin lamhe....(part 1)

Aaj main aapne aab tak ke nahe se jeevan ke kuch aaise paloke bare me likh raha hoon. wo pal jinkee aaj bhi jab main sochta hoon jab mere chehre per muskan si aajati hai. aur main utsah se sarabor ho jata hoon.

aaj se karib 9 saal piche jata hoon. tarikh 1st aug 2003. dil me iicha thi ki engineering collage me admission loon. Wo bhi computer engineer. jan 1st ko mera bhai collage counselling se aaya to bola ki Ujjain ke collage ke Computer science branch full ho gayee. man baith gaya. wo shayad jeevan ki pahli raat thi jab main tension me raat bhar jaagta raha. Sochta raha ki kya hoga mere sapne  ka. kya main kisi aur branch ke saath insaf ker sakoonga. ye sochte sochte main 4th aug ko counselling me gaya aur Admission IT branch me liya kyon ki kisi ne kaha ki dono me jyada farq nahi hai. aur aaj bhi main oosi din ko yaad karta hoon ki finally mujhe engineering me admition to mil hi gaya. main nahi janta maine IT stream ke saath insaaf kiya ya nahi per passout hone ke 5 saal ke baad ye kah sakta hoon ki naukri na hone ke karan kabhi dimag per tension nahi aaya. aur malik kare aage aaisa koi din na dekhna pade.

Dusara yaadgar din bina kisi soch ke wohi din hoga jab main engineer ban gaya. 14th july 2007 jab humare final Year ka result declare hooa tha. and finally main ek engineer tha. shayad aapni aankhon se pahla sapna dekha hoga jo pura hooa. bahut khush tha main oos din. wo din mujhe itana pasand hai ki mujhe wo time bhi yaad hai jab mujhe mera result pata chala tha, 3:15min dophar me. Saturday hone ke karan office jana nahi tha.aur gher per movie enjoy ker raha tha tabhi mujhe phone aaya ki main pass ho gaya. sach kahoon to itani khushi oosdin tak maine kabhi mehsoos nahi ki thi,

agala mauka kuch aaise aaya ki maine aapne gher Ujjain me call kiya ki main 9th june ko gher pahuch raha hoon. to mere  ma papa is intazar me the ki kab 9 jun aaye. 4th jun ko maine gher call kiya. aur kaha ki main auto me baitha hoon aur gher ja raha hoon.mmm sach kaha Ujjain wale gher main Indore Airport per tha. aur wo meri pahli Hawai yatra thi jo maine khud sponsor ki thi..he he he. aur maine raat ko 11:30 per gher ka darwaja khatkhataya. Gher per log mere khatkhatane ke style se itna dar gaye ki haath me danda lekar darwaja khola aur oonke chehre main aaj tak nahi bhul sakta jab oonhone mujhe dekha. Ma ne pucha aabhi kaun si gadi se aaya. to  maine hawa me hath hila kar kaha ma main hawai  train se aaya hoon. aur agale din mammi papa sabko khushi khushi bata rahe the ki mera beta plane se aaya hai...bada hi yaad gar din tha wo...

                                                more to write and more to go....this post is not completed will write more.....